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09:10am 28/04/2006
  I had these disturbing dreams last night: rattlesnakes
I'd be interested in any comments. Thank you.
The Dreamsbox & Sinsbox Projects | share dreams and sins 
11:07pm 07/02/2006
mood: bouncy
Hey all,

I was on blinklist and saw the following article about dreamsbox.com and sinsbox.com. Since its revelant to this community, I thought I would share it:

"2 documentation projects emerged this month to spearhead a new push in the Web 2.0 era for simplicity. The Dreamsbox (http://www.dreamsbox.com) Project seeks to document the world's dreams, allowing for anonymous posting of dreams along with the creations of free personal dream diaries. The Sinsbox Project (http://www.sinsbox.com) seeks to document sins and secrets, allowing for anonymous confessions and submissions of expressional art. Both projects allow for a unique rating system..."

Both projects are actually pretty addictive and fun. I love the fact that they're simple to use but their design kinda suck and sinsbox.comis a bit too dark and scandalous for me but nonetheless i'm addicted. As it turns out the guy who started the 2 projects went to school with me back in the days! Now I guess he's an internet junkie. haha! Anyways, please spread words about these 2 projects to friends and family if you can through word of mouth or through your own postings. In general, I just think that these two projects are very decent in terms of what they're trying to do. Read the "about" page to learn how cool these people are.

12:38pm 05/11/2005
mood: indescribable
I had a dream, rather nightmare, about demons. I was with my husband at someones house and I started seeing demons in there mirrors and they were like how do we get rid of them so I got some holy water and my husband and I in essence baptised the place and it worked. but then we went home and they were everywhere in our mirrors and we were trying to do the same thing and me and my husband were praying in each others arms and he started freaking out so I began holding him more and was practically praying by myself becasue he stopped and our house turned into a weird valley and demons and ghosts were everywhere and then a ghost came screaming straight at me and that's when I woke up. It was so very vivid. there was fire in the distance and it was the only light around and there were moans and screams everywhere, I remember it being extremely windy and chaotic. I remember feeling extremely scared and helpless and like no matter how hard I prayed I was lost. So um help?
Dream Dream Dream 
01:17pm 12/07/2005
mood: curious
Okay so I have a question to ask all of you...

Do you believe our dreams mean anything?Collapse )

Click behind the cut, there is more info about my dream.
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Please help me interpret this dream 
03:09am 30/12/2004
  man I had a weird dream like two nights ago... all I really remember was it took place in what looked like a mayan ruin even though I couldn't tell it was mayan. There was me another guy (have no idea who? Probably one of my good friends but I coudln't quite tell cause he wasn't important) and an asian female . I remember walking down these stairs an there were statue hands sticking out, I remember thinking it having to do something with representing the dead and how they were boiled alive. I do remember BOIL... and all the rock statue hands sticking out. Then we got to the bottom and walked for a minute or two and all of a sudden it looked like all of these zombieish naked asian women but they looked normal, they just walked funny. Everybody was asian or mexican or something. I touched one of them (why I don't know..) and she turned to rock/stone/statue. Then the next one I saw I touched expecting her to turn into a rock, and she didn't turn she said something in some weird language I have no idea how to repeat. The asian chick couldn't hear the zombie thing I repeated it, and she said it had something to do with an imminent (or eminent) window.. and how they came through it.... weird...

for some reason I think it has to do with a thing that's been bothering me for a long time.. I have a really really good friend I want to ask out, but I don't think it's a good idea... and I have been wondering a lot about it lately... so I have a feeling this is about that. I can't tell what it's saying though. Any help interpretating it would be nice
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watchful rosaries 
10:30am 25/07/2004
  somewhere outside and at night:
i came across my sunglasses next to a pair of my shoes (high heels)
they were all smashed
i was gathering the pieces when a woman and a man came from the right
the woman held a clipboard and seemed to be "in charge", the man her assistant
she said, "well we couldn't fix your watch (no longer sunglasses, i guess),
but we have something you can use as a replacement"
in her hand she held rosaries and started to explain how they could be used
to tell time
i interrupted, "oh i don't need a rosary"
but i looked closer and some were so pretty, especially the pink one, so
i said i would like one after all

suggestions on how/why my brain went from sunglasses to a watch to rosaries?
Here’s something that baffles me 
08:36pm 24/07/2004
  What does it mean when you dream that your tongue has been cut off?

Or, when you dream that you have grown two extra pinkie fingers on one hand?
02:21pm 16/06/2004
mood: confused
Strange dream last night. I was drowning in a pool of spiders (huge phobia of spiders and drowning) When it seemed like it was hopeless, my little girl reached in and pulled me out and said mommy do not be scared I will always protect you. I don't know what to take of that one!!
lost animus? 
10:25am 15/06/2004
mood: mellow
X-posted to my own journal

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please help me translate this 
06:14pm 15/05/2004
mood: distressed
x posted in my journal and my community Eccentric_flair

umm i had a really strange dream last night... it was in a cemetery, it was very dark... i was walking along with someone but i cannot remember who it was... i was looking for a grave... the graveyard was gigantic, and set off in sections, i cannot remember the names of the sections exept for one and i will tell what that is later, i wish i could remember them it would be very helpful in learning the meaning of this dream...my family, (mom / her boyfriend / and my sister xbleedingfetusx ) were in a different section of the graveyard, i could see them but they didnt seem to notice me... wich was weird... but i didnt think anything of it because im usually aways away from them... they didnt look any different than usual...i didnt rememember coming there with them though, i dont remember how i got there at all... i was just walking looking for a grave, i think i was walking next to someone but i cant remember, i felt alone... like i wasnt with them either...i found the grave i was looking for... a little boy was sitting beside it crying... he looked lost...and scared, i asked him he he would like to walk with me... it was my own graveCollapse )
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03:58pm 28/04/2004
mood: confused
I have been having these dreams that I want to be back with my ex husband!!! I cn not stand the guy but in my dreams it is like I can not resist him. I wonder if it is because of my children I hope I don't want to be with him deep down LOL
barefoot on burning grounds 
11:20am 13/04/2004
mood: hot
this is cross-posted to my journal listedasmygun

Two nights now I have dreamt I was barefoot
and walking at night across land that was on fire
without feeling pain.

The major difference between the two dreams
is that the second dream was just a more intense version.

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Help... Decode This! 
09:29am 23/03/2004
mood: confused
In my dream, a whole group of us were on spring break in some tropical place. I don't know who the "us" was, but in the dream, I could tell they were friends of mine. About 20 people or so. The place we were staying was right on the beach (We were so close to the beach that you walked outside and stepped onto the sand!)and there was a cafe type place on the first floor. While walking through the cafe, I ran into my oldest friend from Nashville Erin's sister (she doesn't even really have a sister) who I recognized. She looked like a mix of Erin and her brother Max. Then, to the side of the cafe, there was a little store that was packed with snacks and you could take what you wanted for free. I took some bubble gum, pink, original flavor. I went upstairs to go to my room and Trisha from xenos church group was there. I tried to talk to her but there was too much gum in my mouth. I kept pulling wads of it out and throwing them away but there was always too much. Then I went down the hall to the kitchen and Tammy Wynette (yes, the country singer) was there and said she needed a back massage. (Though I know it in real life, it never dawned on me in the dream that she's been dead for a few years now and, though she never introduced herself, I automatically knew who she was.) She pulled out some chart that had a point system on it and showed me that, if I rubbed her back for 2 hours, I would earn this many points and that many points meant I'd get some old pan of hers or something. I tried to tell her I'd be right back but there was too much gum in my mouth. I went to find my best friend from high school Nicole to get her to help and she lived with her parents upstairs in the same place. On the way up, I passed a bathroom where Faith Hill and Shania were just sitting around, painting their nails or something. I didn't even stop to say hi or think anything of it, I just kept going, looking for Nicole. Nicole's apartment area was all sort of hi-tech (white walls, silver fixtures, etc) and she told me she was getting ready to go out with her boyfriend Nick. I kept pulling gum out of my mouth to tell her she HAD to help, that Tammy's a freaking legend, but she couldn't hear me through the gum. Then I woke up.

Any idea what the hell THAT could mean?
05:49pm 22/02/2004
  i need help with this dream, i had it some time last night but im not sure when because i woke up at 8 [with my mother in my room so it wasnt that time], 11:30, and 2. i think it was between 8 adn 11:30 ebcause im pretty sure i woke up crying.

anyway, i dreamt that my father jumped off a bridge. for a long time ive been very worried about his health because he is an alcoholic, he seems like he'll live quite a while longer but i worry anyway. in my dream he jumped off a bridge that looked like one i cross every summer going to the cape, then i walked aruond town crying, went to a bar he frequents, told someone, then called someone in my family and told them. i think that i woke up crying but i may have had a dream within a dream where i was still dreaming but felt like i had woken up, im not really sure of any of it

but can anyone tell me if this means anything?
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First post... 
01:56pm 11/02/2004
mood: cold

It started out I was in an underground base... kinda like the one from Stargate. I was talking with some people that looked like they worked for the gov't. We were discussing a metor crash that happened just recently. They mentioned sending someone back in time to save as many people as they can (I felt as if 99% of the world's population had been killed in this event, and everyone important to me was included in that group). Noone wanted to go back in time because it was a completely new technology that hadn't been tested yet, I didn't care, I volunteered anyway, I had nothing else to lose.

I got suited up, and went to the chamber where the "time machine" was kept. It was like an unusually large grandfather clock... about twice the size. I stepped inside, and the person incharge asked me one last time if I was sure about it. I assured him I was, and he flipped a switch. All I saw for a few seconds was a bright white light.

I appeared out front of a wierd looking house, but somehow it felt familiar. I approached the front door. Slowly I opened it, and as I did... I saw Katie (my brother's ex) inside sittin down. She was like, "Hey, Dave! I've been waiting for you!" I asked her what was going on (of course I remembered what had happend, and why I had gone back in time). She told me that I was supposed to come over and have lunch.

I then began to explain my reasons for being there, she told me she knew, and got up... she insisted that I follow her. I agreed to, she led me through the house... we were going to the second floor.... but the house was like this huge maze. We went through these rooms that were all distorted, climbed through windows out onto the roof, and back in... over and over.

Finally we reached the second floor... it was the kitchen. As I was climbin through the window, I heard someone calling for Christine. Katie morphed into one Christine, of my best friends from when I was younger and still lived in California.

Christine's mom came from behind a wall, and asked if it was me. She smiled, and greeted me warmly. She asked me if I wanted anything to eat. I told her I did not have time to eat, because of my mission. She laughed and insisted on making pizza... I told her I would do it. I reached for the dough, and when I touched it, the pizza was made. I looked at Christine and she just smiled at me. The pizza just had to be thrown in the oven, so I did that... it was an oven like what we have from work.

I told Christine, and her mom about the impending doom. They laughed and said they knew... they already had plans for escape. I then told them I had to warn the rest of the world, and they assured me that everyone I cared for would be safe. I knew they were right, but I still had to warn the people for some reason. I told them I had to go anyways.

I walked out the front door, and saw ships that looked like cocoons taking off from all over... all to avoid the metor. I saw Val (my fíance) running to one, she ran over to me and urged me to come with her... I refused, and explained to her my reason... because I had to warn everyone (even though, I could see clearly that everyone was getting in these ships, and I knew they all would be safe). She just cried and tried to pull me to a ship. I ripped my arm out of her hand and promised I would be safe, and I would see her later. In tears, she slowly walked to her ship, when she reached the door, she turned to Corey (who was standing inside waiting for us) and just began to cry on his chest. He put his arm around her and looked at me. He wanted me to come, but could see that he would not change my mind. He didn't take his eyes off of me until the door closed infront of him... but then him and Val ran to a window to watch me as it took off. I could see Val crying as she pressed her hand agains the window, I could make our her lips move to form my name in a silent scream... and at that moment I knew I would not make it, I should have gotten on the ship.

Her ship rose into the air. I stood there and watched it until I could no longer see it at all. I then began to run... back to Christine's house. It was all torn up, and it looked like it had not been lived in for 50 years. I explored the place. When I reached the kitchen, I saw Dan from work. He was roasting marshmellows in the oven. I asked him why he hadn't gotten on a ship, and he told me that his wasn't ready... he was the last person. A man in uniform (one of the guys that I had been meeting with) walked in the room and told Dan his ship was ready. Dan got up and left. The man looked at me and shook his head.

I ran outside to watch the last of the ships take off. As I watched it, my eyes got diverted to the metor that was going to crash. I suddenly became full of rage, and began running to where I knew the metor would hit. I was determined to stop it.

I could feel the heat from the metor as I got closer to where it would hit the ground. I glanced over my shoulder and saw that it was almost here. I jumped as hard as I could so that I would be able to make it to where the metor would crash... I overshot... I watched the metor hit the ground and burry itself. I was pushed away by the explotion from when it hit... I was pushed upwards.

I flew straight up, very fast. Things began to grow dark... I was getting close to the end of the atmosphere. As I reached the end, everything faded to black and I heard a *POP*.

I sat up, scared shitless... Katie, pulling the bubble gum back into her mouth, asked me what was wrong. I was back in the funky house, in the kitchen, waiting for the pizza to cook. I explained to her what had just happened, and she agreed that I had come back in time, to save everyone... she turned on the TV and told me to tell it a name to see anyone I wanted.

I asked to see Val. I saw her sitting at her computer desk, with what looked like a school book in her lap. She was doing something on the computer.

I then asked to see Corey. He was sitting in a café of some sort. Drinking something, and reading manga.

I felt completely at ease, and reached over to the oven, and pulled out the pizza. Katie, Christine's mom, and I each then had a slice.
Four Ways to Be Sympathetic 
09:35am 01/02/2004
mood: blah
remembered a dream last nightCollapse )
10:46pm 24/12/2003
mood: complacent
I'm new. You know the stuff, all confused, prolly making posts in all the wrong places and so forth. Please let me know if I do this, or I'll never learn. ;)

Okay, here goes... I dream a lot, and I usually remember at least parts when I wake up. I almost always have the power in my dreams, I know I am sleeping and I can change dreams into whatever I want them to be. Though some few times, I can't, and those dreams are very clear in my memory, and I don't know what to do with them. I don't know how to interpret dreams at all, I have not yet found time to dive into it. :(
I do have one specific dream I had not long ago I wish to share with you, I am not asking for an interpretation, just an input, because I am not sure what to make of it.
Oh, yeah, I'm X-posting too.

>tries LJ cut-tag<

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a reunion? 
11:39am 16/11/2003
  high school reunion at night and outside, the gardened outdoor patio of a restaurant lots of white-painted wood and trellis structure, lots of hanging greenery but none underfoot my husband is around somewhere, but i am not focused on his presence more concerned with my high school best friend and crush kati who has short hair now and is melancholy but hangs around me out of a kind sense of obligation not so much to me although, yes, she is responding to my overflowing desire to be in her presence, but also and more so out of obligation to her high school crush on me, the pedestal on which i have stood since high school
but kati does wander off still from time to time and in those moments i become enamored with a woman straight brown hair cut to ear length parted in the middle and unstyled, in the dream i connect with her as i had with kati when we were in high school, exuberant in one another's presence, in love and wanting affection to be affectionate, but not needing it and knowing my husband would not appreciate full-fledged making out but i rationalize enough that we do kiss on the lips once and then again a few times prolonged but never open-mouthed and i want more but do not need it and then it is getting time to leave
my husband is alone on a bench i am facing his back and walking away from him knowing that we have to go soon but wanting to stretch this out as long as i can, linger, and then i see jason, a high-school boyfriend and walk up to him, again exuberant, he is his usual unimpressed, unmoved self and wearing a button-down shirt obviously more expensive than his tye-dye T-shirts of high school, but still a remnant, it is iridescent and smeared rectangles of rainbow color bleeding into one another and the shirt is untucked, he still looks disheveled in dress, even one button of the shirt (the second or third from the bottom) is undone
a couple dreams with related themes 
10:18am 08/11/2003
  I had a couple dreams last night with similar themes. One theme is the changing of shoes, and another is being antagonized with derisive comments. I'd love any comments.

The Messenger Boy & related dreams

(cross-posted to other dream communities)
02:29pm 13/10/2003
mood: crappy
My dad [possibly not my actual dad; I can't tell whether I'm myself in this dream, or playing a character] is walking his dog in a field somewhere. Some crazed madman comes out of nowhere and shoots him, and the dog too, I think. I hear about this soon after the fact and my mother sends me away where I'll be safe. Years later I return, determined to avenge my father's death, as one does. To do this I seek the help of a man who, at the time of my father's murder, was a notorious gangster operating in the area. He's now very old and infirm, but he agrees to help me plan and orchestrate my revenge if I take care of him in his dotage. So I'm waiting hand and foot on this crabby old man, in return for which, he's telling me all his trade secrets. He has maps of my father's murderer's hangouts and knowledge of his business, etc, all of which he imparts to me throughout the course of the dream and which I have now forgotten.


I never actually put any of my plans into action, because my scout decided to come into work between 5 and 6am and wake me up. But I would have got my revenge eventually. Of this I am sure.