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umm i had a really strange dream last night... it was in a cemetery, it was very dark... i was walking along with someone but i cannot remember who it was... i was looking for a grave... the graveyard was gigantic, and set off in sections, i cannot remember the names of the sections exept for one and i will tell what that is later, i wish i could remember them it would be very helpful in learning the meaning of this dream...my family, (mom / her boyfriend / and my sister xbleedingfetusx ) were in a different section of the graveyard, i could see them but they didnt seem to notice me... wich was weird... but i didnt think anything of it because im usually aways away from them... they didnt look any different than usual...i didnt rememember coming there with them though, i dont remember how i got there at all... i was just walking looking for a grave, i think i was walking next to someone but i cant remember, i felt alone... like i wasnt with them either...i found the grave i was looking for... a little boy was sitting beside it crying... he looked lost...and scared, i asked him he he would like to walk with me...
it was my own grave he was sitting by... i didnt think anything weird at this point...he looked at me and nodded... i asked him if he would like to visit my fathers grave and give it a hug
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x posted in my journal and my community Eccentric_flair

umm i had a really strange dream last night... it was in a cemetery, it was very dark... i was walking along with someone but i cannot remember who it was... i was looking for a grave... the graveyard was gigantic, and set off in sections, i cannot remember the names of the sections exept for one and i will tell what that is later, i wish i could remember them it would be very helpful in learning the meaning of this dream...my family, (mom / her boyfriend / and my sister <lj user="xbleedingfetusx"> ) were in a different section of the graveyard, i could see them but they didnt seem to notice me... wich was weird... but i didnt think anything of it because im usually aways away from them... they didnt look any different than usual...i didnt rememember coming there with them though, i dont remember how i got there at all... i was just walking looking for a grave, i think i was walking next to someone but i cant remember, i felt alone... like i wasnt with them either...i found the grave i was looking for... a little boy was sitting beside it crying... he looked lost...and scared, i asked him he he would like to walk with me... <lj-cut text="it was my own grave">
it was my own grave he was sitting by... i didnt think anything weird at this point...he looked at me and nodded... i asked him if he would like to visit my fathers grave and give it a hug <how you give a grave a hug, i dont know> he smiled and again and nodded... NOW... my father did die when i was 13, he is dead, but this cemetery was nothing like the one he is buried in... i feel that this was much much bigger than any cemetery in the town i live in... it was much much bigger than any cemetery i have ever seen... we walked through the darkness and passed a section called new life... childrens graves, my daughter was buried there... we visited her grave and i remember the little boy wanted to give her grave a hug too... the dream changed a little bit... i was outside the cemetery gates... just entering the doors, there were cars and cars of people like a hangout of some sort... one guy yelled hey baby look at that to me... i didnt turn around or acknowledge it at all... the little boy was gone and i was really alone this time... still looking for my fathers grave... the graveyard was pretty empty now and there was a dark feeling coming from certain sections of it so i didnt go there... kept searching... i was walking and ran into a security guard, who was standing watch...rigid shoulders strong face hands on his hips. he looked at me and said dont go near the lights they can hurt you...and then i kept walking... i remember realizing then that the reason i was alone was not because i was actually alone, my family couldnt see me... i wasnt really there... i was a ghost, i was dead, i felt completely empty and desolate... walking in the cemetary in the dark...i never found my fathers grave before i woke up... i was still walking alone...
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